Category Archives: My Life
Bedbound.
Having a dream is what keeps you alive. – Mary Tyler Moore Being bedridden could be fatal, in the sense my illness would have no boundaries in which it could manifest my thoughts – free to tighten its poison ivy … Continue reading
I can’t heal.
“Your body hears everything your mind says.” When I say I can’t heal, I mean physically and literally. And scientifically. My body cannot heal itself without nutrition and vitamins and all that jazz; and boy do I know it now! … Continue reading
Am I Really the ‘Suffering’?
I always feel like such a fraud when I utter the words ‘Ive been suffering for 6 years.’ Suffering from what exactly? What is it to suffer? Here’s what suffering means to me. Suffering is the poverty and neglect in … Continue reading
Can’t we just be happy?
“People were made to be loved. Things were made to be used. The reason the world is in such a state of chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used.” This quote resonates so much with me. … Continue reading
So who am I? Again.
“Someone once told me that I was delusional. I was so shocked I almost fell off my Unicorn.” I’ve touched upon the notion of identity previously in this blog, however ‘identity’ is as subject to change as Michael Jackson was … Continue reading
Changes.
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. – Anatole France So it’s been a while. … Continue reading
All or Nothing.
Splitting (also called all-or-nothing thinking) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole. I am all or nothing. There are only 2 outcomes for anything … Continue reading
Is Happiness Weakness?
(Image from http://thewheelergroup.wordpress.com/2008/07/29/are-you-a-tigger-or-an-eeyore/) My mind is plagued with so much negativity it seems that pure elation is but a myth, a fictional state of mind experienced by dreamt up versions of oneself. My brain has been trained subconsciously to only perceive … Continue reading
Identity Theft
“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.” – Oscar Wilde What constitutes our identity? This has been something I’ve been debating in my mind for quite some … Continue reading
The Skinny Fat Girl 